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Smile. Being happy. Enjoying all the good things in my life. Dance. Nerd. Short. Meeting new interesting people.
I'm weird but you gotta love that about me :)
I’m afraid I’ll never finish college. I’m afraid I’ll finish college with student loans I can never pay back. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree and won’t be able to find a job in that field. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree, get the job I dreamed of, and hate it.
A Mental Illness Happy Hour listener whose list of fears matches mine four for four. Glad I’m not the only one.
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2 days ago
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Uns fumam, outros bebem, outros se drogam, outros se apaixonam… Cada um se mata da sua maneira.
Paloma Chavez.  (via velejo)

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2 days ago
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I’m not afraid of dying
I’m afraid of looking
Back on my life
And realizing
I never really lived
My nights are for overthinking, my mornings are for oversleeping.
I don’t know why we all hang into something we know we’re better off letting go. It’s like we’re scared to lose what we don’t even really have. Some of us say we’d rather have that then nothing at all, but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.
It turns out procrastination is not typically a function of laziness, apathy or work ethic as it is often regarded to be. It’s a neurotic self-defense behavior that develops to protect a person’s sense of self-worth.

You see, procrastinators tend to be people who have, for whatever reason, developed to perceive an unusually strong association between their performance and their value as a person. This makes failure or criticism disproportionately painful, which leads naturally to hesitancy when it comes to the prospect of doing anything that reflects their ability — which is pretty much everything.

Procrastination Is Not Laziness | Thought Catalog

I’ve posted this before but I’m posting it again because it’s just so important and really gets at the heart of why so much advice about procrastination, much of it targeted at people who have ADHD but are just considered “lazy,” fails. Before you can tell someone to “just do it already,” you need to think about the reasons they’re NOT doing it, like all the meanings they’ve attached to vague terms like “success” and “failure.”

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4 weeks ago
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There’s a forbidden act, a word, a statement, a conversion, a something that I can’t reach and you like it that way..

4 weeks ago
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Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity

Can a heart really take this much?

4 days ago
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12:42am
I miss you terribly
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12:44am
Why didn’t you ever tell me you missed me?
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12:44am
Or right. You never loved me at all. How could I forget?
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1:32am
I’m having a panic attack. Why didn’t you love me. What did I do wrong. What did I do wrong. I’m having a panic attack. I remember how happy you made me. I’m sorry I made you sad. I’m sorry I’m such a mess. I’m sorry I made you sad. That was never my intention.
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2:52am
Your voice is stuck in my mind. Just two words. When you said it, I believed it for the first time. “You’re beautiful”
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2:58am
Everything hurts. I can’t move. I’m sorry I wasted your time.
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3:21am
We promised so much to each other. Do you ever think of them? Well I do. I still can’t believe I actually thought you would keep them.
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3:43am
Remember when you called me your future wife? I don’t think I’ll ever forget that.
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3:56am
I have so much to say to you. I just can’t press send.
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4:16am
What is wrong with me? Why can’t I get over you?
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10 texts I never sent you (via tired-0f-being-sad)

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6 days ago
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Those were happy days—too happy to last
Harriet Jacobs
2 weeks ago
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Wait for someone who keeps you sane, but also drives you crazy in all the right ways.