I’ve posted this before but I’m posting it again because it’s just so important and really gets at the heart of why so much advice about procrastination, much of it targeted at people who have ADHD but are just considered “lazy,” fails. Before you can tell someone to “just do it already,” you need to think about the reasons they’re NOT doing it, like all the meanings they’ve attached to vague terms like “success” and “failure.”
I miss you terribly
Why didn’t you ever tell me you missed me?
Or right. You never loved me at all. How could I forget?
I’m having a panic attack. Why didn’t you love me. What did I do wrong. What did I do wrong. I’m having a panic attack. I remember how happy you made me. I’m sorry I made you sad. I’m sorry I’m such a mess. I’m sorry I made you sad. That was never my intention.
Your voice is stuck in my mind. Just two words. When you said it, I believed it for the first time. “You’re beautiful”
Everything hurts. I can’t move. I’m sorry I wasted your time.
We promised so much to each other. Do you ever think of them? Well I do. I still can’t believe I actually thought you would keep them.
Remember when you called me your future wife? I don’t think I’ll ever forget that.
I have so much to say to you. I just can’t press send.
What is wrong with me? Why can’t I get over you?